new chapter

JUST

2010-08-10T17:52:00.008+08:00

I don't want to be JUST a girlfriend.
I want to be someone you can trust.
I want to be someone you can count on.
I want to be someone you can talk to.
I want to be someone that you can laugh and cry with.

If I dissappoint you. Then, I'm a nobody to you.

Forever Love
Shaq :)

Wassup....

2010-05-08T22:06:00.007+08:00

Hey yall...

It's been a long time that I've updated this blog. It's been months. I've been working...working...hahha! Alot of events to attend and there are some which I can't make it to (this suxs)..

I have a shock of my life yesterday night. After work, I went to have a jog at Sentosa beach (stuff which I've been doing). After jog, I went to check my email. So as usual...I've got an email for my phone bill. And my bill amounted to $600+ in a month. CRAZY shit!!!! Super super freaked out by that... HAIZ... My dad got a shock as well. Much worst than me. Hahaha!!My pay is burnt to pay off that stupid bill. LESSON LEARNT....!!! damm it!!

Up coming things to look forward to...Not in any particular order.

(1) A day at the beach.

OMG..I've been looking forward to just chill at the beach with Hafiyan and Zul. The discolouration on my skin SUXS. I've been working under the hot sun and yea...my skin got darker.. Sunblock SPF 50 doesn't help that much. There are tann lines here and there. So I just decided to even out the tann... So yea...look forward to even ou my skin and also to just chillax by the beach.

(2) Graduation Ceremony.

I still don't have any idea what I am going to wear. Probably a simple formal wear that's all.. My parents are coming along as well. 3 years in polytechnic seems to passed so fast. I missed school somehow.. I missed the fun. Poly is fun and I'm glad that I've made that decision. The ups and downs... The kanchiongness to finish up loads of projects, dance practise after school, lunch/dinner outing, etc.... ;( So I guess, people will all be busy with their own life. Haiz... Miss them.

(3) A Night at the beach.

So many beach outing. Probably my collegues will be celebrating Rose birthday at the beach. Wohoo...sound fun. Look forward to that. Never get bored tonning wit the others at the beach. I'm thinking of what present should I give. And maybe when the sun is up, tann again... OMG, I just realized that I've been spending alot of time out in the sun. I'm really not an outdoor person. New year, new activities, new life at the beach. Yea...LOLS

(4) Every outing with my dear one.

To you... I'm glad that you are here with me :)

Forever Love
Shaq

Connection

2010-03-14T19:04:00.004+08:00

" When patience is no longer an option,

When memories is slowly being erased,

When time is quickly going to an end,

And when blood seems to be less thicker than water,

What am I supposed to do to make things right??

I'm upset and disappointed by you "

Forever Love

Shaq :)

A good start for the year 2010

2010-02-12T02:10:00.021+08:00

Hey y'all....

It's been a great and awesome start of 2010. It's been fun fun fun!!!

Firstly...shout out to Hybreed girls. All the best for "Floor the Love" on the 20th Feb 2010. Will be cheering and screaming for you girls. Love you all always and you know that :) Go go go!!! And of course to the FBodz family that will be battling out as well.. All the best to you too!! :) :)

This is the shirt for Gina & Juna which they will be wearing for "Floor the Love" Suweeet......

There are alot of stuff to do at the begining of the year. A year of friendship and also a new start. Alot of birthday celebrations. Here are some of the celebrations.

First up is my supervisor, Asnul, birthday. This is our first GSO Birthday surprise for Asnul. For more than 2 1/2 years i've been working there, this is the first birthday celbration for Asnul. He was shocked, so this means that we did a good job surprising him. Memorable night.

Asnul is the man in grey sitting beside me..

And up next is our very own L-Crew Birthday, Idah... Yea!! She had a birthday party at a sheesha place (Forget what is the name of the restaurant). So here are the pictures...

Blueberry choc fudge cake. Sponsored by L-Crew... Make by me, hanisah, my lovely aunt and cousin.

I'm writing birthday message for Idah :)

Well wishes for the birthday girl NOW woman...

FBodz love and also a pinch of Freekzy Nutz cause there's Faliq :)

!!!Girls just LOVE to have fun!!!

The lovely ladies at the party

On the 6th Feb 2010, it was a very important day. It's Entrepreneurship Day at Nanyang Polytechnic. My group members is Yin Mei, Gene, Siti, Charlotte and Ray. It is a lot of hard work. We work for about 6 months for this project. Every single details have to look through. But this is one of the module I enjoyed most. Alot of creative thingy and hands on to find the information and put it in plan. It is a day where we present our ideas to a panel of judges which is experience in the industry.

!!Angels and devils!!

After the presenting and the stress is gone... It is time to take more pictures.

After the presentation, the best way to reward yourself for the 6 months of hard work is to SHOP.. I just want to shop, have fun ans smell the fresh air..hehe... A few of my classmates went to the town area to have lunch at an Indonesia restaurant and after that we went shopping.

Me & Siti...We are so happy at the Scape Flea Market.

The Flea MADNESS

Shopping around town

Aleksi wearing his brand new Volcom hat.

Now he's smiling!!

The art of lips pouting (Me)

The art of having big eyes (Fishball)

LOLZ!

Awww......

The year of the TIGER :):)

This pictures seems to be like it's taken during National Day

cause we are wearing red and white

On the 10th Feb, a group of my classmates went to have durians wit our exchange students friends. You are not in Singapore not until you taste durian.. LOLZ!! Finally the day has come....for durian session.

O----M----G This is good stuff

Just look at the durian. YUMMY!!!

Heaven on earth :):)

After durian session, we went prawning at Bishan. We wait for quite some time to catch a prawn..

And so...we wait and we wait

And yay!!!!! Finally Ash caught 1

BUT I'm still waiting....

More than an hour past and I'm still

WAITING...

Patience is a virtue..

FINALLY

I catch one...

Here are the prawns which I caught on that day.

Just Kidding

I only caught 2 prawns

for 2 hours of prawning.

BBQ time...

There's a whole lot of other things happen for the past few weeks. And the upcoming events...Looking forward to it but not EXAMS.

My final year exams is in 2 weeks time, 3 papers to take. The thought of it is stressing me out.

Till next time...

Take care

Have Fun

Forever Love

Shaq :)

Replaceable

2010-01-06T03:03:00.003+08:00

" I don't want to say much today..

Too tired :)

Maybe I'm too sensitive about things.

Somehow I feel replace.

But nonetheless...

I wish you the best.

:) :) :)

Just smile and let it slip by...

Fate "

Forever Love

Shaq :)

Term Break

2010-01-03T18:24:00.012+08:00

I have been working alot lately. And oh my god...My skin is getting darker cause I started working at Dolphin Lagoon as well. I so freaking hate my skin tone now. Only my face, neck and parts of legs and hands got darken. I wouldn't call this tanned. I don't mind if my whole body got dark but now it's only parts of my body. I don't know how to balance it up now. Any idea?? I even bought whitening lotion and mask. Hopefully that it helps. Haiz....

I just started work ever since my school break starts, 2 weeks ago. I have not been working for about 3 months already. A lot of things have change. There are alot of new staff in my department but they are okay...fun bunch of people to work with. The funny thing is that they all think I'm fierce even before they work with me. Nah...I wouldn't consider myself fierce. I will just tell them off nicely but maybe in a firm way if something is not right. So, maybe that is why I'm "fierce". One of them said that he would rate me the second place for being fierce. And the most fierce GSO is Salihin... Hahaha...

School term break kinda sucks la... I spent my time working and sometimes after work, I just went running at the beach of Sentosa. I like to run there..especially in evening time at about 7+pm. It's so nice to see the sunset while running. I feel calm somehow. That is some of the things that I love to do after work other than eating Mee Kuah.. Other than working, I've been busy doing my projects. There is so much detail in entrepreneurship that we must take note of.

During Countdown, my friends and I went over to Farhan place and watch the fireworks. I'm a bit dead that night cause I'm super sleepy. Trying not to sleep and watch movies but I can't. haks... I did not have a list of new year resolution yet. But one thing for sure I want to do this year is to get my Diving License. I really want to dive in the ocean with some whale sharks swimming around. That would be so cool. For sure I will cry while diving when I see one.

Nothing much to update. But anyways...as usual y'all have fun

Love Love

Shaq :)

Random fact bout me

2009-12-26T01:01:00.007+08:00

I may not be perfect

And I may not be right.

But that is just who I am.

I tend to keep things to myself

And not express what I feel and what I think

I can't say that I'm angry, disappointed and upset..

When I'm actually am.

I will just say that nothing is bothering me

And that I'm doing just fine.

If you really wanna know,

Then show me that you care...

I'm unpredictable...

Since I'm not very good at expressing,

Therefore, ask, clarify and don't assume stuff about me.

Cause you will never know what I think

And what I might do.

If you want a straight answer

Then I will give you one.

It's whether you can handle it or not.

Cause I'm very straight forward.

I mean what I said and you don't have any doubt in it.

I take words seriously.

I mean what I promised and what I said.

I never forget the promises that I made,

Maybe I just need more time than others to fulfill them.

I don't need trust from others.

I just need to trust myself.

Trust myself to believe in my thoughts, my instinct and my dreams.

Another random things about me is that...

I'm not arrogant.

At least I think I'm not. Haha...

I'm just a very shy and quiet kinda person.

I don't really talk much to the person I'm not comfortable with.

So...do't get me wrong.

There are some person that can adapt to the people around faster than others.

But I'm not :)

I don't believe that I have to impress everyone.

And that is not my goal in life.

One more things is that...

I love love.....desserts.

Yummylicious!!!!

I believe in fate

And that everything happens for a reason.

Good or bad experiences,

It's a way that god wants me to find my happiness.

And....I'm missing my 1st little brother alot lately...

I've been thinking about him.

I missed him loads.

I missed his small little fingers that wiped my tears away whenever I cried.

I missed his cries and laughter.

He is my inspiration.
Despite being sick, he still can carve a warm smile on his face

That shone a light in my heart.

I just missed him.

And I love you...

Love Love

Shaq :)

Merry Merry Christmas :) :)

2009-12-25T22:47:00.010+08:00

Hey yall..... Merry Christmas... Hope yall are having fun always :)

On the 23rd and 24th December, Foreign Bodies had a Christmas Performance at Ngee Ann City in the evening. Hybreed was in it as well. We had a great time dancing as a club. It is also the first public performances for FB grand juniors. It is a good exposure for them to gain the confidence up on stage in a different environment. For this performance, I was in the reggae item and I dance for Hybreed as well. It is tiring but it's fun though. I don't wanna talk so much...here are the some of the pictures taken :

For reggae..we plan on a black & purple colour theme so I end up with this look. Seriously...I don't know what to wear. Haks!!! For the hair: Juna did a "mohok" at the centre and I twisted both side of my hair and finally...just mess it up...

Finally...I make myself useful :P by helping Jasmine a.k.a Casmine to do a big braid. After that, Juna did her magic touch and did a bun for Jasmine. I don't have a picture of Jasmine after her hair is done. But trust me, it's super cool...

Picture of Juna doing my hair. Our young boss is so talented. Cheh...

Me & Izzy

And...here are the pictures :)

Me & the lovely Sharon

Me & pink afro Raizan

Me & dear Arissa

Arissa & Leila & Me

Me & twin Anissa

Anyway... I have a song to share with you all which I find the lyrics to be inspiring. It's called "A Note To God". You can check this song out at you tube at hear Charice Pempengco sings live. Super Awesome...She's a "Wow-er". Song written by Diane Warren. Here are the lyrics :

If I wrote a note to God

I would speak whats in my soul

I’d ask for all the hate to be swept away

For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God

I’d pour my heart out on each page

I’d ask for war to end

For peace to mend this world

I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love cause love is over due

And it seems like so much is goin wrong

On this road…… we’re on

If I wrote a note to God

I’d say please help us find our way

End all the bitterness

Put some tenderness in our hearts

And I’d say, I’d say, I’d say

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love cause love is over due

And it looks like we haven’t got a clue

Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong

On this road we’re on

No, no no no

We can’t do this on our own

Give us the strength to make it through

Help us find love cause love is over due

And it looks like we haven’t got a clue

Need some help from you

Grant us the faith to carry on

Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone

Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong

On this road we’re on

No, no no no

We can’t do this on our own

So, So

If I wrote a note to God

Have a wonderful Christmas.

Love Love

Shaq :)

I can make it through the rain...

2009-12-16T01:05:00.003+08:00

Omg...it rained heavily today afternoon when I am on my way back home from school at about 5+pm. I didn't make it down to Foreign Bodies Performance fullrun today. I'm like gonna fall sick or am I already sick. I've been having this cough for 4-5 days already, got a flu yesterday and now a slight fever. The systoms are all coming slowly. Haiz... I can't afford to get this at this point of time. I need to study for Friday ICA, there's dance practise at night and I have work on weekends.

Worst!! Despite having all this, I ran about 300m through the rain. I have to make my way back home from the bus stop to my house. Unfortunately, my phone batt was low and I cannot make any phone call at all to ask for someone fetch me from the bus stop. I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE RAIN... Somehow, I love rainy weather BUT only if I'm at home. I can just chill with blankets over me and listening to some music. Eventually I fell asleep.

Today I have Customer Service Call Centre Practical Test. Haaa... It is super scary and my tutor can be the worst customer you can ever find when answering calls. I tried not to look at her when she be the customer cause it is pressurising to look at he gesture. Haha!!! The first part of he conversation have already make me smile. I just trying not to laugh. At first she was complaining that she waited for 3 hours for someone to answer the call. The funny part was when she said something like "You think your hotline so "HOT" that you can let me wait for 3 hours huh!!" The first part I already wanted to say "What the hell...." There's other part that I find it diffiult to handle her cause she will just babbled on and on and on... So as a customer service provider, I need to LISTEN and let my customer talk. My tutor was great la, she really test and be the worst customer you can ever have.... am not confident about this test man.. But it was fun though.

Okies...that all for today... I need to study now.. Mann....I hate this flu!!! I hope yall are doing fine despite the bad weather and people are falling sick that easily nowadays. Eat more fruits after very meal and drink lots of water :)

Love Love

Shaq :)

Flea Weekends

2009-12-13T11:20:00.005+08:00

" Wishing upon a star???

It won't work no more now..."

Haiz...somehow...I don't have the Monday blues even when I have a slight fever when I woke up in the morning... Haha!! Just wanna start the week right. As usual... Amazingly I made it on time for my 1st lecture today which starts at 12pm. FUH!!! Farhan called me when I'm on my way to school. OMG!! And he told me he's eating the food which he bought at "pasar malam" the night before. Since I can't resist to temptation, I asked him out for lunch and asked Juna as well... Three of us meet at Orchard after I end school at 2pm today. Suddenly I felt like eating Spicy Fried Noodles from Esteller at Far East. The Spicy Fried Noodles wasn't that spicy so I asked for another spicy sauce. Superbly spicy, just nice for me :) Esteller is one of my favourite place to eat. Somehow.. I like Indonesian food :) After which we went food hunting at Orchard Ion. Farhan and Juna forever finding food to eat. Later in the afternoon, we went back to school cause I have reggae practice for Foreign Bodies Christmas Performance but I won't be dancing for reggae this time.

FLEA WEEKEND

Last weekend there are so many flea around... Last Friday, there's a flea at Scape Youth Park (YP). Since I am at town that night, so I went YP to check the flea out. I was with two of my girlfriends... Hanisah and Nora. It is quite a big flea. I heard the flea start at 3pm till 9pm. I went there at about 8+pm. So....everything going at a very low price. I mean...it's the last hour. So that is the best price that you can get. Alot of stuff there. But I didn't manage to go around and take a look at all of it cause we are rushing for dinner. Most of the things there a new items which you can buy at blogshops but a lower price. I just bought a dress and accessories.. That's all.. After that we rushed to Far East to have our dinner at Cahaya.

On Saturday, there is another Flea that I went to is at SMU. I received a text message for Gene about this flea and that Gene and Siti wanted to go for this flea.. So they asked if I wanna tag along. Being weak to shopping temptation, I wentt o join them for the flea. The flea is as big as the one at YP. As usual...just bought a dress and assessories. There's this one stall that really attract my attention. It is a new item. The shirt design that they displayed is all graphics/pictures of Micheal Jackson and other cool design as well. It is a normal T-shirt but I can't always cut it, sew here and there to make it. . . . . They have both mans and ladies sizes. OMG..I'm so freaking stupid that I did not take the name card. And after the flea I went to City Hall ALONE to get some stuff since Gene and Siti both have their own things to do after going to the flea. Suddenly I feel so independent shopping for some stuff alone. HHAHA!! Independent Woman!!! hahaha...

O School Recital 2009

Old School recital was held last Sunday at Republic Polytechnic. Came down and support dance friends who are participating for the various items choreograph by o school instructors and also Zai. Enjoyed it.... Everyone was great!! Triple smile for that :) :) :) LOLZ!!

Love Love

Shaq :)

Dance Crown of Honour Final 2009 held @ Genting 4th December

2009-12-10T12:33:00.007+08:00

Dance Crown of Honour Final 2009 have taken place at Genting on the night of 5th December. It is a Singapore/Malaysia dance competition. Finally the day has come, the day that we await for. This is one of the dance competition that I will always remember.

Not alot of Singapore supporters came down to support. However, that won't break our spirits. What is so amazing is that even when we (Singapore crews) are competing against each other, we still cheer and shout for each other to give the motivation and also to support. Malaysian supporters are great. They brought banners and all... They are hard core fan... Awesome.

When I went to Malaysia, I have no appetite to eat. I just don't know why. When I came back to Singapore the food that I saw all looks appetizing to me. We eat alot of Mary Brown and also Baskin Raisins (yummylicious). I also bought a few stuff during the last day at Genting before departing. The things there is so much cheaper so it's better to buy it there.

Here are some of the pictures taken. Sorry..not alot of photos this time round. We don't have our beloved cameramans..

Early morning, Hybreed going for rehearsal.

And...........................

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TRANSFORM!!!!!!!!!!!

Hybreed theme is army..so this is our army look. Our new tshirt is design by Tyron :)

Look at how excited we are.. Evelyn mummy join us too :)

Shaq a.k.a Baby Diva, Jasmine a.k.a Casmine & Regina a.k.a High Class Ahlian... ;P

And........here are the results for Dance Crown of Honour 2009

Freakzy Nutz, Singapore, 2nd runner up

Elecoldxhot, Malaysia, 1st runner up

DRUMROLLS......................................

The Champion for DCOH 2009

Styles From Beyond

representing

Singapore

Photo taken with the champions

*WTH is zaihar doing!!! He gonna eat, drink, etc using that trophy*

Some of the finalist

And...oh...I need to go for a holiday soon...

Till next time

Love Love

Shaq

I am an Orange Sheep!!!

2009-12-08T23:12:00.004+08:00

I'm really bored in class today so Gene give me this one link. It's a personality test called Doubutsu-Uranai Personality Test. It's not those kinda of test whereby they ask alot alot pf question. This test only asked for your name and the birthday. It's surprised that the results is like 95% accurate. It summarises what I am. hehe.... Cool!! So here are the results that I would like to share with you all...

"You are Orange Sheep, who is quiet sort, and is a touchable person.

But you possess feminine attraction as well.

This may seem like flirting to fellow women, and may be misunderstood by men.

You are a sociable, but tend to keep a distance from people, and will not show your real emotions and feelings easily.

Although you are modest, you are a proud person as well.

You don't apologize or yield to things.

You have great tactics to make others take in your demand, without them realizing taht they are doing so.

You are extremely good at negotiating and bargaining.

You tend to feel isolated, and in order to overcome that loneliness, you have lots of interests.

You have sharp eyes, and can make your ideals come true by effectively adopting other people's expectations.

Although you lack leadership sort of action, you have perseverance to take up any challenge.

You can also use money efficiently, and therefore you are a shrewd shopper.

You are good at catching the heart of men.

You will be liked by different type of people.

But this may give them false idea, and cause misunderstanding.

Although you may take men lightly, once married, you will become a devoted wife and a mother."

The part which I would like to disagree is " You are good at catching the heart of man." This is so not true.. I don't want to catch the heart of every man cause it's meaningless. Just 1 will do :) Cheers!!!

Love Love

Shaq :)

NYP TV, DCOH packages & my birthday

2009-11-16T00:47:00.011+08:00

Hey yall.....

How y'all doing? Hope y'all are doing fine, enjoying life and having fun... :)

It's been a while that I updated this blog. It's been dusty now. Blowing off the dust. Hooo!!

Anyways...do catch us on NYP Tv Live on Monday 16th Nov 09 at NYP Atrium during lunchtime. It will start at 1pm. Hybreed as well as FBodz will be performing. FBoodz will be doing a locking item so catch that :) For Hybreed, it's gonna be 5 of us only; Arjuna, Hani, Jasmine, Shaq and Regina. See y'all tomorrow during lunchtime. Just grab your burger, yong tau fu, Ba Mian, Chicken Rice, etc and just come down to atrium during lunchtime aite :)

Here are the details for the Genting packages to Dance Crown of Honour 2009. In case y'all don't know about this competition. It is a dance competition involving the dance crew from Malaysia and Singapore. This December will be the finals. The process have been great for Hybreed. It's our learning journey as a new all girls crew. Fun loving girls. We really appreciate our dance family for coming down to support us through out this competition and also providing us your guidance so as to improve ourselves. Lots of love from Hybreed to you...

Credits to Nora for doing this poster :)

" There's nothing wrong in turning back

and to think of the past,

Cause you might find yourself..

learning a thing or two from it :) "

LOLZ!! There's alot of birthday celebration for the past week. OMG!! One of is my birthday.. :) I seriously don't care if I'm one year older. It's just age for me. So long as I'm happy, I'm fine with it.. Having the people that I love in my life, I'm thankful for that. This year I have dinner with a few of my classmate on the 8th November, Sunday. We went to Sakura International Buffet at Orchard. It's halal by the way... Yin Mei, Fishball, Genevieve and Kelvin, Siti and Raizan came for the dinner. Some of the food is nice. The best part is the sushi and DESSERT... After which we had a walk at town and we went to Indochine at Wisma Atria. I had my favourite potato wedges :) Anyways..I prefer you being the first than being the last. PEACE..

Here are some of the photos taken that night :

I freakingly love desserts. YUMMYLICIOUS!!

Eating oreo cheese cake together with choc ice cream = HEAVEN

I just grab Raizan drink. It wan't mine. I swear...

The next day was Monday.. And it's school days again. As usual..I was late for my first lecture. I thought my birthday celebration was over but then my classmate surprise me with a cake at the lecture hall after lecture was over... I just can't wait to turn 21 :)

Last week...I've been busy with dance practices everyday up till Saturday. As usual, Hybreed DCOH practices, FBodz Raggae practices for lunchtime, Hybreed NYP tv live and just self practices. This week, practices everyday as usual... :) Yay...And finally...my life is back to normal again after attachment. More dance and dance and dance :)

Till next time

Love Love

Shaq :)

Love You

2009-11-07T02:19:00.009+08:00

(: !! HaPPy BiRthDay !! :)

Mum is 42 year old now

Wish you in the pink of health and be happy ALWAYS

Yesterday was fun... It's been a while that I went out with my family cause I'm always on the move. Finally, yesterday I manage to squeeze my time to went out with my family after school even though my IPP report is only 20% done. And report due is on the next day. My aunt, cousin and wife tag along which makes it more fun. I just love to have my family around. We went to have dinner. After that, we went karaoke and we played bowling too. As usual I'm the worst player in bowling. Even my 9 year old sister and 13 year old brother are better than me. LOLZ!!! My little sister took up bowling as her CCA and my little brother always played bowling. So maybe dat is why. But I think I improve yesterday. Hehehe... :) I'm glad mum had a good time yesterday...

We went back home at around 2+am... Never keep track of the time. After which I quickly switched on my laptop and start on my report. But I end up watching dance videos and all... Just to keep myself entertain while doing the report cause I'm very sleepy at that point of time. Worst of all... I did it on my bed. I end up falling asleep. Only manage to sleep for 2-3 hours. Yea...as usual...I manage to finish up my report by today before 5pm :)

I feel like this week past so fast. Time just seems to fly nowdays when there are alot to be done.

I guess dat's all for today. So sleepy but I still can't sleep somehow. Looking for new shoes now.

Love Love

Shaq :)

Finally its NOVEMBER bebeh!!!

2009-11-04T22:24:00.009+08:00

" Somethings are better left unsaid

I keep going round and round

Round in circles till I tumbling down..

I ain't gonna live through that again :'( "

It just suxs to lose things you know. I've lost my Dolce & Gabana spectacles. I don't know where I put it. Probably at workplace but I doubt so. My Flesh Imp shade broke!! Dat is my favourite shade. And worst of all.... I'm getting fatter. OMG OMG!!! My hair is flat so I have to volume it up everyday. Haiz.... I have to wait at least for a month till I have my old style hair back. Super flat hair :'( Worst part of all I NEVER go shopping for the new semester. But most probably I will be in my dance wear most of the days this month,

Yaaayyy!!!! IPP is finally over... IPP report is not done yet and the date due is on Friday. OMG!!! I need to focus and just finish it up. Now, I'm back to school again, finally. As usual... I'm always late for the first lecture or tutorials of the day. Schedule wise kinda suxs cause there's no off day at all, 2 days school ends at 5 pm and there are 2 days of only 2 hour lectures.

And yaaayy!!! November is here. I don't care if I'm a year older. There's alot of things to look forward to this month. There's a lot of new movies coming up. Firstly.... New Moon is coming soon. I've been waiting for this movie for more than half a year. Finally November is here. Have to make plans with Twilight fan friends to catch this movie. Watch the trailer a couple of time and hopefully the movie is great. Edward Cullens is HOT as usual... And there's 2012 movie showing on the 12th Nov... The trailer looks great.. Hopefully can catch that too.

As for dance wise... Train hard. I need to gain my stamina and groove back. Training up for DCOH with Hybreed as well. For Fbodz, raggae practices gonna start next week. It is for FBodz Lunch time performance for this year batch of seniors. So yea...gotta teach that. And new Hip Hop choreo together with Beverly, Gina and Jasmine. Alot of upcoming Hip Hop Dance Events as well :)

As for my birthday, see how it goes :)

Love Love

Shaq :)

Jia you!!!!

2009-10-19T09:49:00.003+08:00

" How can something so simple...
Can be so complicated???
How can a Yes/No
Be a Maybe/I'm not sure/Perhaps;etc ??
Get it straight yo..."

Time seems to fly last week. And that's great... Other than busy with work attachment, I manage to catch up wit a few friends. I went to activate my phoneline back again on Wednesday... So y'all can contact me back..

PLEASE TELL ME WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU DROP ME A MSG OR SOMETHING CAUSE I'VE LOST ALL THE CONTACTS :) Same old no 972*****

Finally.....AFTER A LONG TIME.. I get to eat my favourite Ayam Bakar (Grilled Chicken with rice; Indonesian Style) at Lucky Plaza. Awesome, The best Ayam Bakar man...

And And ...... I also manage to catch up with my classmates. Miss you guys alot and finally get to meet y'all man... Awesome... Sorry if I MIA these few months. Trying my best to catch up with y'all and also trying to catch up my grades back up.

The thing I missed most now is shopping. Alot of nice freaking cool jacket that I'm just tempted to buy BUT I CAN"T... Not until my pay day which I freakingly have no idea when it gonna be. I have a listof things in mind that I'm looking for. And of course, I thought of doing something to my hair AGAIN.. Get a few layers?? Dye it back...Black maybe feels more edgy?? Urm...??? Any more ideas....????

To you....Enjoy ur BRAND NEW IPHONE (: Hmmpft :) Upload more games so I can play and maybe beat you at "Tap Tap..."<---Watever the name of the game is.

Brand new week and a brand new day now. So yeah..... This means that I'm left with 2 more weeks for my wrk attachment. Time will fly man this week cause I have 2 off days. Wohoo!!!!! Hopefully I've got my pay this week so that I can shop. God please...

See y'all soon... Take good care of yourself.

Jiayou!!!!!! 2 more weeks and I have my life back..

Love Love Always
Shaq:)

Bad Day

2009-10-12T08:26:00.005+08:00

Hey y'all....... Hope y'all are doing great!!!! This week I'm transfered to Great World City. Haiz...So freaking far. I hope that it is for this week only. The good thing is that the people there are all very nice. Actually all outlet are all nice la. I have a freaking bad day yesterday. First..... I woke up with a bad migrane. Thought of not going work BUT i can't and that I have to. Once I reach work place, I have to go down to Great World City. WTH........ I end at 8pm and the worst part is that i can't find the bus stop that went to Outram Park MRT station. I walked in the dark alley with a migrane. Worst.....the MRT is so freaking packed with people. The smell and everything makes me wanna puke....!!! Haiz....But after that...HOME SWEET HOME... FINALLY... And I think the schedule will change. So Hybreed....... I dunnoe when I can meet y'all for the first practise :'( I manage to watch PSC :)

And on the 10/10 which is on last Saturday...It's FBodz Hari Raya Outing. Super fun day. What a GREAT day man....We all had a great time. No wonder I have a bad migrane when I woke up yesterday. Probably because that I laughed so much. We all took alot of photos and alot of shout out videos too...

So here are the pictures.... :)

And And I want my life back..... :'( 3 weeks more and that's it. Niwae, miss you. Hope to see you soon. Hybreed-Friends-Classmates

Love Love
Shaq :)

EXHAUSTED

2009-10-05T00:16:00.008+08:00

" I'm so freaking tired...

GOSSSSHHHHH....."

I'm so freaking exhausted now from work... Super exhausted. I'm mentally exhausted from it yo... 3 more weeks to go and I want to get it over it SOON.. My collegue is a bunch of fun people to work with BUT I just hate the schdule. I need to get my life back man... Jia yo!!!

OMG OMG OMG.... I still haven't get a new phone. I have to wait till my off day which is on the 10/10...but on that day FBodz will be going out for Hari Raya. How How How..??? Sorry guys if it's so hard to contact me. Email me or something. To Christie.. I will give you a call soon. To all...who has been trying to contact me..Just drop me an email and please gimme ur contact no as well so that I can contact yall.... Feel so damn sianz without a phone. GOSH!!!

That's all for today man...

Love LovE

Shaq :)

Love for Freedom

2009-09-30T21:10:00.007+08:00

" Freedom = Choices + Decisions + Consequences + Responsibilities "

" When fantasy clash with reality,
When wat's right seems so wrong,
Wat's good turns out bad,
When the truth is just a lie,
When wat matters doesn't seems to care and
When d woman gotta be the man.
WAT IS THERE LEFT TO DO?
Just stop thinking and let lose.. "

There maybe things that I do that I may not be proud of. However...those are the things that makes me, ME. Done it and learn from it. Freedom is something that I have and that is something that I'm not willing to give up. I see freedom as a way of growing up. So, thank you mum and dad :) for letting me be ME. Of course...they do what parents usually do BUT at the end of the day, I'm the want that makes the decisions on my own. The people in my life do have influence me in some ways too. That depends on how I'm willing to change and depends on what I wanna do.

There are mistakes along the way. And everytime that happens.. I will tell myself "What the hell am I thinking??!!" Somethings that is so wrong can feels so right at times and that thought is so scary to me cause I don't wanna go through some of the things that I've been through. There maybe things that I want now but there are memories that is still haunted. I wanna move on but there is something that is holding me back. Maybe the fear.....of getting hurt, disappointment and the process of getting up when I feel so down.

" People can tell you who you are, what you should be doing and how you gonna live your life. They can tell you all that. BUT nobody can make a decision for you. Nobody but YOU "

**Hugs and Kisses to you..Be Strong like you always do**

Love Love
Shaq :)

I've lost ma phone yall.....

2009-09-27T22:04:00.004+08:00

Hey yall....

Guess wat yall.... "I've lost ma phone" You guys probably knew wat I'm gonna say jus by reading the title of this post. Super stress right now.. without having any phone. How to survive? Besides food and water, phone is another essential thing for survival. Probably goona ask my cousins if they have any extra phone that they are not using so that I can borrow it.

Niwaes.... I've lost it at Jurong Point toilet. Somebody saw it and actually took my phone. How feaking desperate can that person be. I only have a Sony Ericsson phone. Unless it's an iphone, LG or watever.... then I can understand why he/she steal my phone. OMG!!!!! And on that night i'm meeting someone. It's kinda dfficult to have a meet up without a phone cause I cannot check where is that person. But...manage to meet him anyway....

The worst part of losing my phone is the part where I should inform my parents. When I got back home yesterday, my family were already asleep. My parents heard me and they woke up.
My dad ask "Why I can't get through the line when I gave yu a call..???".
And I was like " Urmmm... I've lossssst my phoneeeee.. Somebody stole it "
And my mum kinda freak ou a JUST A LIL BIT..

I thought the worst part was over. BUT today morning when I was getting ready to o to work, I've got a full blast scolding from both my parents. Hahahahhahaha......

I'm so super careless. This is not the first time that I actually lost something valueable. This is my second time losing my phone and countless of time losing my wallets. Gosh!!! Please god...remove this carelessness behaviour of mine.

Anyways....If you're reading this.MJ keep on answering the call whenever I gave my phone a call. I lose hope of getting it back. I will give you a call soon ya :)

Love Love
Shaq :)

Looking forward to EVERYDAY

2009-09-25T23:09:00.004+08:00

Somehow...somewhat...sometime....or most of the time... I am happy. Happy with the way things work. Good or bad...whatever the situation may be. I believe that everything happens for a reason. There are somethings that are not meant to be. There's always somethings that awaits you in the end... I look forward to everyday. And I don't know why... Just happy to start and end my day perfectly with simple things.

Anyways... I miss Hybreed already. Hahaha... So used to going back school for practises... Now we are in the planning process. Gerls... See ya soon man!!! You bimbotics!!!! Hahaks..

Hari Raya this year is kinda boring for me cause I only celebrate it on the first day only for now cause I have to work... Damn it!!!! But the first day was fun though. Get to meet my family all after a long time cause I MIA (attachment). This weekend my family will be going out for visiting with my cousins and all. That is so freaking superly fun... And guess wat!!! I'm working so I can't follow them. Thinking of taking MC man... and have a day out with my family. LOLZ!!!

Anyway..Beyonce is here for the F1 Rocks concert. Like Oh My GOSH......!!!!! I don't have tickets for that!!! My all time favorite female performer. The tickets is so super expensive... Of course it is cause it's Beyonce. Haiz...Watever...

There's other things that can bring a smile to my face. WeLLLLLLL........

And and...... To all my Muslim friends... " Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin "

Anyways...... yall have fun.

To my classmates : 4 more weeks man. Jiayou!!!! After attachment...LET"S CELEBRATE!!!

To HYBREED : See you girls SOON!!!!

To L-Crew : Let's meet up soon too..

Haiz... Miss too many people now man... Hate attachment....

To ALL : Have fun and take care...

Love Love
Shaq :)

Life is GOOD...

2009-09-14T01:46:00.008+08:00

Hello again....

It's been a while since i last updated this blog. Attachment = No life!!! 7 more weeks to go or attachment and dat's it.... I just wanna get it over with man. Work is great sometimes... Collegues are very helpful and fun too. Just that... I need more than 1 day of off man. But whatever... " I have to live with this for another 7 more weeks. Common..I can do this " Haks...

Other than attachment, I'm busy with dance as usual... This is the thing i look forward to. Hybreed had just came back from Genting for the Dance Crown of Honour Smi Finals. Thank God... We make it through the finals. Alot of sweet memories that I will not for get over there. It is my first time ever competing in foreign land and also my first time travelling with friends. Sadly...the 3 days past so fast. I miss the weather. I began to realized that Singapore so super hot.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank all of Hybreed supporters...Family from Foreign Bodies who came down to support us. Really appreciate it alot. Hope that you all enjoyed yourselves at Genting very much. Love from Hybreed goes to yall.... Muuaks!!

Other than dance... hmm... Hari Raya Preparation. Hmm...I don't really have any preparation. My parents ans sister take care of that. I don't even have time to go to Geylang and indulge myself in all those yummylicious food.. I'm happy enough that I have 3 days off for Hari Raya. Finally I get to spent time with my family. It's been a long time ever since attachment starts. One more week before the month on Ramadhan ends...

This is the question that friends have been asking me...Dates and boyfriend? Hmm,still not yet. It's cool...it's really cool. I guess I'm just taking my time. If I want to be in a relationship, this time I want it to last and I don't want to have my time wasted with all those guys. All I know is that all this while I don't cheat and be dishonest with my exes. And I won't change that. I'm still me. If I fail...then try again you know. There will be someone there for me. Just chill...no rush...I'm only 5-6 months single. Well...there is this one person that caught my eyes.. :) Always makes me laugh... :)

Anyway... I miss my classmate too. See you guys soon man. After attachment... HAiz...

Here are some of the pictures taken on DCOH... :)

Hybreeds with Dennis and Zaihar :) We are so lucky :)

Yea....we are in the finals.. DCOH Final 5th Dec 09...

Love Love

Shaq :)

Oh no...it's August

2009-08-04T09:43:00.018+08:00

Hello.......AGAIN.. OMG..It's been a long time that I have update this blog. Busy busy...BUSYBODY... Ya... you heard me " OH NO....it's August ". August means EXAMS... Today is the last presentation for International Business Project so this means that END of PROJECT.. This also means that I have to start studying for exams. My first paper falls on 14th August.. Global SUpply Chain Management.

But...it's a great way to start the month of August by joining a dance competition. On 1st August, Saturday, it's the Quater Finals for the Dance Crown of Honour Dance Competition with Hybreed. It is such a fun day. OMG!! I can't describe it. YAY!!! Hybreed get into the semi finals too. Genting here we come. All of the other crew was awesome...

After the competition, we went to City Hall to watch the preview of the fireworks. It was awesome. I watched it alot of times already but I still got fascinated by it. Crap alot there...Take lots of photos and photos and photos.....

August also means alot of plans too... First up is Birthday party.. On the 12th August is my younger sister birthday, Nadhillah...

Enough of enjoyment... so I guess it's time to get serious with exams.

Here are the pictures taken on 1st August... enjoy :)

2NE1 "LIKE REAL"

SEMI FINALIST

Love Love

Shaq :)

Plans after plan and more plans

2009-07-23T17:57:00.008+08:00

"How I wish that....

I could stop the time,

And enjoy the little things in life,

Like just stop and look at the sky for a sec

And enjoy the breeze,

How I wish I could do that.

This may sound ridiculous,

But I wish I could just do it

And not think of anything else"

Hey all...... It's been days that I update this blog. Projects and projects..Never ending loads of work to do. But at the same time, life have to go on. Enjoy...Hahha...(Like Real). I have a lot of plans last week and this week as well..This month is full of plans and cracking of the brain cell.

Hmm....Last Friday night, manage to catch up with Raizan. He wanna meet up cause he's like super bored at home. Since I have no dance practise and he's been asking me out, so why not. Just meet him, alot to catch up too. We plan to watch movie at first at Cineleisure. Raizan wanna watch "The haunting" but I wanna watch "Harry Potter"..Hehehe... BUT BUUT BUT...Most of the timings are FULL..I can't believe this. It's full for both movies. We gave up and went to have late dinner instead. We went to Billy Bomers or Bombers. I forgot the name..Hehhe.. We had Chesse Fodue and Chocolate Fodue. Super nice. I like the ice cream together with the waffles and then dipped it into a nice hot chocolate. YUMMYLICIOUS....!!!!!1 and and and also marshmallow dipped with chocolate. SINFUL...hahahaha!!! My dad called me when I'm eating, just to ask where am I and all....and if I brought my keys because the whole family is going out WITHOUT ME....OHNOS!!!!! hahahha!!! They all plan to go karaoke together with my neighbour at Cash Studio. The outley at Cuppage. But but...I insist that I wanna go. They let me go together with them and Raizan follow me karaokeing with my family. It was a fun night. We all have alot of fun... Karaoke at 11pm all the way till 3am. After karaoke, Raizan go back home. He took the NR home..Hhehe... After that, my family went have very very early morning breakfast at 4am... I had Mee Maggi Goreng. It's really spicy..BUT nice..After that we went back home at about 5+am. I just had a short nap for like only 45 mins. After that I woke up and go to work...

Last Saturday suppose to have Zaihar Open Class but it was cancelled as he was not feeling that well...I heard it was postponed till the 1st August. Hmmm...On that day, Hybreed have Crown of Honour Dance Comp too...for the Quater Final. Let's see what's the plan on that day. And at work...my collegue keep on talking about this scary story about " Nenek jual Keropok ". One of collegue younger brother actually saw her when he was at his friend house. She came knocking. Not sure whether it's true or not. It's a popular story now. Some of collegue trying to scare me of abou this..HAHAHA!! But I just said that the nenek who came to my house don't sell keropok but the nenek sell AVON. Hehhehehe...Trying not to believe in this kinda so I won't be frightened when I stay home ALONE!!! ahahhahahaha!!!

On Monday...Thank God there's no plan at all...BUT BUT I have to do my projects. I did Physical Distribution and Warehousing, Global Supply Chain Management and also International Business projects on that day. Drued up my brain cell... At about 6+pm, I went bac home... Get a short nap and woke up again to finish up my report and also presentation slides. I fell asleep for an hour in front of my laptop that night... Manage to get the things done for the presentation the next day.

Tuesday....I have presentation in the morning and also in the afternoon. My bag was full with clothes and shoes on that day. Presentation clothes and heels for presentation. Damm...heavy. I don't know where I put my shoe bag. 2 projects down ordi. FUH!! 2 more to go now. ICT and International Business..Damm it!! After school on Tuesday, I have dinner at Yio Chu Kang Sakura International Buffet with Hybreed and also SUB...YAY!!! Bao Xin join us for the dinner as well.. Some of the Hybreed girls couldn't make it... How I wish...all of them were there..MORE FUN.. And our friends such as Idah and Brown..They never join us also.. Maybe next time we should have more of this. Some of the food was nice. But there are soem which I just don't like. I hate the Crayfish...The dessert was awesome...I'm the dessert kinda person. Dessert somehow manage to make me happy. Effortlessly happy whenever I have these sweet, cold and chocolaty taste in my mouth. The durian puff...AWESOMEly YUMMYLICIUOS...I can be the host of a food variety programme.HAHAHHA!!

Here are some of the pictures taken on that day.. :)

Shake it, shake, shake it.. Shake the poloroid pictures yaw.. Hahhahaha!!! Hey ya lyrics from Outcast..

Wednesday...Hmmm....I've got work. I work afternoon shift so I end at 9pm. Genevieve came to my workplace yesterday together with boyfriend Kevin. I just let them in..Hahahha!! It's her day out with her boyfriend at Sentosa, for her Birthday... After work, I went to Cafe Del Ma. It was my first time there. My classmate was there cause thay had a surprise Birthday celebration for her. They are nice to lgive me 2 piece of chocolate fudge cake :) :) We played the game calle ddare. The moment I arrived.. the dare is on me. OMG OMG!! Kevin and Fish Ball got a dare. Their dare is to kiss me. Wah...my classmates never let me chill first la..Haiya!! Crazy fun people!!! One dare that I need to do is to lick palm. OMG!!! 6 of us have to do it. We got that dare. SICK!! The good thing of arriving late is that I'm safe from all the dare..Hahah!! I heard before I arrive, the dare is like some of them have to kiss the butt of a statue at Cafe Del Ma. Genevieve and Kevin have the last dare. HAHAHA!! Save the best for the last..HAHHAHAH!! It was a fun night..

As for today...After school..I did my projects again. Continueing doing it cause after this at 8pm, I have punking practise. Together with Christie, maybe Hanisah and some other girls.. My grandsebior is so so kind to get down to NYP again to have sessio with us all.. Love her... Tomorrow will be having practise with Hybrees. Wohoooo!!!

And and...Right now, I keep on listening to song called "Distnt Memories" from a local ska band called Comic Strip. I've heard this song ever since I was in secondary school. Just wanna listen to it again cause this song is being played sometime last week when I was chillin' at Gloria's Jeans Cafe...Chesk it out. It's nice!!

Till next time

Love Love
Shaq :)

Laugh Out Loud

2009-07-17T17:35:00.009+08:00

Today schoool was so fun... I have to do a skit today for my Human Resource Management ICA2. For my group, I was so shock that Howen dress half naked. He just wore sarong and a baby pink bra. That baby pink bra is not mine ok.... I like HOT pink not baby pink. He even wore a wig and a RED lipstick. He didn't know how to putthe lipstick so it end up all over his lip line. OMG OMG OMG!!!!! Everyone started to laugh when it is his turn to act. Even ME. I almost forgot my lines. For Christian part, I laughed as well... He tucked in his shirt like a nerd and pull his socks all the way up. He drunken act was awesome. Fun group of people to work with. Oh...my stomoach hurts cause I laugh a lot tday. One project down today :)

After the role play presentation, PICTURE taking time....

Damm it!!! I have to work on Saturday. Zaihar SFB have a dance class on that day and he sent an invitation through facebook. Damm... I like his choreo... Maybe next time or wat. :) My plan for this weekend is work and also project. So tired man.... Haiz....

For now... NO update about my love life. HAHAHHA!!! But it is cool.. I have my life back. The life that I used to have. It's better this way. I won't know when I will really fall for that special person. Hmmmm..... I'm not the kind of girl that expect my relationship to be a fairy tale. This is reality.It can't always be kisses, hugs and beautiful words all the time.

" I will fight for it,
But how can I fight
For someone who isn't even there..."
:) :) :) :)

That's all..Till next time..

Love Love
Shaq

Stress UP

2009-07-16T17:28:00.004+08:00

OMG...gosh... ICAs!!! Projects!!! This is crazy.. So freaking tired. Luckily this week not much dancing. If not, I don't have the time to study and do my projects which due this week. Yesterday I have International Business ICA 2. It is a written test. There are so many things to memorise and remember. It is oneof my favourite subjects this semester cause I find it interesting but it is atough module to score. My mind kinda went blank during the test. I forgot the format and the stuff that I memorise. So...I just crap, not all of it I crap. The ones that I totally have no clue what the answer is. There is this question, " What is the positive economic impact of Global Warming?" This question I can't crap about. Positive economic impact of Global Warming.. Hmmmm.... Hmmm.... Hmmm..... After that I move on to other question. I didn't know that there are positive impact of Global Warming.

Tomorrow...is the due date for Human Resource Management projects. It's a group project. During the presentation we don't have to do the normal typical powerpoint slides presentation. But instead, we have to do a skit. My group members are Slash, Howen, Christian ( German ) and Taina ( British ). It was fun working with them. For the skit, I have to speak German and also Finnish ( a language from Finland ). Taina taught me Finnish and Christian taught me German. It is so hard to get the acccents. When I speak German, it sounds like Chinese.. Hahhaha!!! But it was fun learning some o the words. I hope the skit turns out well. I hope thatI memorise my lines. And And...Christian teach me how to say " I love dancing ".. But But... I forget how to say it. Haks!!!

Next week...WORST!! There's 2 projects due. Global Supply Chain Management and Physical Distribution. For Physical Distribution I have done my research but haven't do my report yet. GSCM, I don't know what is going on. LOST!!

I was 40 minutes late for my morning lecture. The moment I was in the lecture hall, the lecturer was already at his last slide. And WORST, I skipped 2 lectures today. I spent the whole day in school at Gloria's Jeans Cafe. I went there and fiinish up HR Project and also did research for Physical Dist. Ida accompany me most of the time.. :) She cabot fro her FYP. Hehehe... After that we watched FB Production Video. Flashback the time that we have the production. Hah... Full of memories. From rehearsals till the day of production itself. So musch fun. I remember during the rehearsals somne of us play catching at the auditorium. The way we play it is that no one is suppose to stnad. So we crawl... So so so fun. We end up having bruises on our knees.

Haiz.... tomorrow, after school, I NEED to do research again on International Business ICA3. OMG OMG... I have to work both days on weekends. Brain dead. Exhausted!!! Exams coming soon. Straight after exam is IPP. Not even a 1 week break. WTH!!!!

Love Love
Shaq :)

Dance Crown of Honour Audition

2009-07-06T17:36:00.008+08:00

Thanks to Yek Peng for taking great photos.

On Saturday, 11/07/09, was Dance Crown of Honour Audition. It was held at Heren. Many of other crew join this competition such as SFB, Fantatstic Remix, Sick, Funcky Stylers, etc... They were great. It was fun... I did alot of mistakes during the performance. I was so super nervous which I don't know why... The best thinkjg about this is that, Hybreed is complete with all the Hybreed girls. There are 8 of us now.

Here are some of the pictures that we took on that day. The photographers for the day are Yek Peng, Mikal, Huda and also Idah. Thanks to Bao Xin who tagged most of the pictures on Facebook. So enjoy... hahhaha

This is the jeans that I bought on Friday, 10/7/09, at Flow... It's Apple Bottom Jeans. A fashion line from rapper Nelly. I'm officially the VIP of Flow. " Bragging Now " LOLZ!! Hahaha... I went shopping for cool cool tops too.. Street Style is very chillax. I loike...

I was at Ilumi, a new shopping centre at Bugis after the audition. We all went there to watch the Lion City Locker. As usual they were awesome..... :) While waiting for them to perform..to kill time, we took pictures.

Actually I'm a very SHY person... <----- Better believe this.. Hahaha

My family was there... :) My mum came together with my 2 youger siblings. YAY!! The 2 big guys are my neighbour. They came to support as well.. :)

Luqman was there... Bumped into him. So picture please.

The red and the green??? Hmmm...??

Huda bought for us all flowers.. :)

Love Love

Shaq :)

Jim Bean Dance Competition

2009-07-06T17:36:00.005+08:00

Jim Bean Dance Competition Finals was last Friday. It was super fun. I was there to support the FBodz Crew. Plus++ There's a showcase from last year champion 5678. It's like a good way to end the show. After the showcase, we just mingle at the dancefloor and of course, we took alot of photos. Hehehhehehe......( Cheeky laugh ) We got stuck outside Double O cause it was so freaking FULL of people inside. We have to queue for re-entry. WTH... In the end, we missed the result. But it doesn't matter. I go there to see what I have to see... And yea.. I accomplish my mission...Hahaha!!

I didn't know what to wear... So, I end up wearing this ^^

Elvis is still alive??!!!

Jacky & Me * Let's GET MONEY*

Lovely Girls

After watching the competition, SUB, Darren and some Hybreed girls and also Idah...we went to McDonald at like 2 am. I don't feel like eating much so some of us went to the nearest 7-eleven and I bought cup noodles and $1 Coke from McDonald. Cheapo!! Hahaha... I hang out there for a while. After which, my dad and my neighbourpick me up from Liang Court McDonald. So nice of them cause I'm really exhausted. But instead of going home, they went o have coffee and late night food. I end up staying at the car with my younger siblings as we were very very sleepy...

She is very very sleepy :)

Me & Nadhillah

Love Love

Shaq :)

Get Real

2009-07-02T15:10:00.002+08:00

" If you see me,

Yea you,

Don't say Hi.

Don't even wave at me,

Cause I get disgusted by the fakeness..

Don't act it out,

Don't even SMILE at me.

It's better that way...

You and me are strangers ever since the day..

It's better that way...

Call me arrogant or whatever you want,

Cause that's me and that's how i treat people like you,

I don't give a fuck of what you have,

People with no honesty

To me you are nothing.

This is my life,

It's better that way...."

Love Love

Shaq :)

The Term Break

2009-07-01T01:20:00.015+08:00

" I'm strong "

I start the term break by going karaoke session with my collegues. Only 4 of us can make it on that day. But it was fine. It's enough to keep me laughing all the way through the day till my stomach hurts. OMG OMG OMG!!!! We went cash studio at Somerset are. We had extended hours of FREE karaoke session once our 3 hours is up. We sang until our throats are dry and until we are hungry..... After which... we decided to go West Coast to eat MEE KUAH...but but but...when we reached there, we saw that West Cost Food Court was closed on that day. Damm it!! We all decided to go to a place near. The food was nice. Especially the soup kambing and also the Lychee drink. Yummy.....

I spent quite a number of days working during the first week of the term break. It was still fun though. After work, we kinda lepak for a while. Manage to go shopping for awile at Vivocity with collegue. Lepak with some of my cllegues at Vivo.. Talk about stuff and all. It was cool.....

During the first week of the break, I had a day out with my family. We went to Pulau Bukom. We went with 2 family neighbours of ours. We went swimmimng, bowling and also badminton. Hhahhahahaha!!!! As usual I suck at bowling. But I don't care. Just play for the sake of fun... The FOOD most importantly.....was NICE... Yay!!! I accomplish 1 of my plan which is to have a day out with my family. I've been busy so it's kinda hard to get that time with them....

On the 26th June.... We went to Double O again to catch the Jim Beam Dance Competition. I was there to support the Shut Up Boys on that day. Didn't manage to go to KO Night Finals cause Raggae class end late in the evening so we only manage to go to Double O. As usual...it was fun fun FUN.

Foreign Bodies Camp this year falls on the 25th, 26th and 27th of June. Three days and 2 nights camp. It was fune. The grand junior was enthusiastic about it. They have a positive attitude to go through with the camp schedule even when it is tiring for them. It's cool.... Alot of fun stuff happen... hahahah!!

I prefer eating McDonald than camp food.

It's adance camp so yea... JUST DANCE and everything would be okay!!

On Thursday night... Some of the girls went out clubbing... It was fun.. We all went to Zirca and then to Double O. Funny thngs happen. We dance among ourselves and we took care of each other. After club we took a cab to have some food. So we went to Shaw McDonald. There are some guys that folllow us there... From Clarke Quay all the way to Shaw House. WYH seriouly.. We had a great time.. Fun night!!!

A PERFECT way to end the term break. The Big Groove 2009. Highly anticipated concert. Truely inspiring..... Cool Mint is my favourite dance crew there.... There are amazing. SO sharp and accurate...And soo awesomely cool...OMG OMG OMG!!!! And of course WCO.. Was there to support the FBodz that are dancing.. Trademark, Lion City Locker and there are some from PAP.. I had a great time on that day. Here ae some of the pics taken. Enjoy :)

Only manage to take that part of them... I was so so so close to Cool Mint. LOVE em

My favourite picture of the night.. :)

GO Cool Mint.. OMG OMG OMG!!!

(: Foreign Bodies :)

Guess wat?? After the 2 weeks break. We have to home school for a week. WTH WTH...

Love Love
Shaq :)

TOGETHER always....

2009-06-17T19:10:00.008+08:00

Finally L-Crew go out again together on the 13th of June. It's a memorable day full of everything. It was all complete, 5 of us. THOUSAND apology to all of the girls cause I came 45 mins late and therefore can't go shop AND i apologise again for not booking a karaoke slot at somewhere cheaper. So so so sorry...

Here are some of the pics that we took. Enjoys :)

Firstly, we went to Esteller. Eat and camwhore at the same time.

And then we go Cash Studio. Karaoke for 3 hours. It was nice listening to all of our FANTASTIC and "UNIQUE" voice. Full of drama..Laughter and CRAZINESS!!!

And then to Esplanade.. We took more pictures

I just can't sit still at the bus. Until I get scolded by Hanisah..HAHAHA!!

And then we chilled at Merlion Starbucks. It was a great day. Great day to the start of the holiday. Tlak about all stuff. Girl stuff. Laugh alot and several tears here and there. That's FRIENDSHIP. Always there no matter what. I love thjem too... More crazy actions and videos of us. Go to Nora blog. Hahah..

Love Love

Shaq

What a week!!!

2009-06-12T20:07:00.002+08:00

This week is preety exhausting... Never dance much this week. I've been busy with projects and also ICAs... Damm it!! Studying is much more tiring than dancing man. Despite all this, it's been a fun week actually. I worked on Wednesday. After work, I went to Vivocity with miy collegues. They are so nice to wait for me to end my shift. Thanks to Salihin that I bought my tickets to The Big Groove. Wohoo!!! Bought it for $28. I should have bought it earlier which is at $20. Yea!!! I'm going to TBG!!! Yup yup, on Wednesday I bought 1 pair of heels at Charles and Keith which I eventually change it to another pair of heels on Thursday morning cause I change my mind. After shopping, we all went to have dinner together at Seah Imm. Nasi Ayam at Aspirasi is AWESOME.... Trust me on this. It's so super nice.

On Thursday, I have Purchasing ICA1. Of course it's so difficult for me. Whatever I study doesn't seems to get into my head. Hah!!!! Basically I don't understand during lecture and tutorial. So now, I have to self study. After the test, I have a photoshoot in the afternoon. It was fun. Super fun...Hahahha!! After the shoot, went to have dinner with Nina at the foodcourt at Marina Square. The view was nice. Better than the food I think. haks!!!

And I'm looking forward to out with the girls tomorrow. It's been a long time that we went out. All 5 girls present. WOHOO!! A lot of things going on tomorrow but we only cut down to 3 things. Karaoke, Shopping and dinner. Nice girls day together....

Finally...Term break is here. I haven't plan what I wanna do this term break. I definately want to have bowling session with my family. My younger sister, Nadhillah, joined bowling for her CCA. My parents brought for her bowling shoes and also bowling ball. I wanna have at least 1 bowling session with my family cause I wasn't there when they played bowling. I've been busy. next, I wanna shop and also i thought of beaching or swimming. I just want to be out in the sun. And and, the most boring part of all...I must keep up with my school stuff especially PROJECTS!!!

That's all...

Love Love
Shaq :)

2009-06-07T19:47:00.004+08:00

Friday Junior practise, I don't dance at all. Just chill at McDonald with soem Fbodz and just talk. Suddenly I have this crazy idea of joining the army. Hahah...GI Jane. Wohoo!! I don't know why I have that thought. I could be fun and tough. Nora went to th camp site befor ajd she describe me the place. It's kind cool though.

The weekend spent was rather boring..but I kinda like it cause it's relaxing. Finally, I feel like i'm doing nothing. Saturday at like 6am, Syak give me a morning call cause I have to give her jacket as she wants to use it for the Singapore Idol Audition. I reached the Cathay at 7.30am. WTH...so early in the morning. But for her...have to la. It's her audition and she have to look good. I met a few familiar faces over at the cathay. I saw some of my friends and they thought that I was auditioning. I was like "Me, auditioning??? NO WAY!!" I don't even sing at a wedding la where hundreds pairs of eyes looking at you and hundred pair of ears listening to you. Scary shit... After that I went to West Coast with my friend and as usual we had our favourite Mee Kuah. Yum yum...And Roti John Black Pepper and also Ice Cream..Hahaha...

Aniwae aniwae... me and Brad started talking through messages.I'm over him so I can talk to him as friends and he didn't do me any wrong previously. It's unbelievable that he's been single all this while. He got the looks, the height, intelligence and blah blah... Maybe he's been busy.. Not all guys can undersatnd me. He knows me well..too well i guess. :)

Gosh!!! Purchasinig ICA on THursday. I'm gonna die for sure. Damm it!! 4-5 lectures covered. OMG!! OMG!!

Love Love

Shaq :)

JUNE IS HERE...wee!!!

2009-06-03T13:56:00.008+08:00

Weee... June is here... I got a feeling that there will be alot going on this upcoming month. I'm really looking forward to Big Groove ( even when I haven't buy the ticket yet), The FB Junior Camp cause I wanna play the night walk ( for 2 years I never play that game,AAARGH!!), Hybreed practices, K.O Night Finals, Night Out with the gerls and of course GSS!!!!

I've got no school today. So I went over to grandma's place and sleepover. It's been a while that I went over at grandma's place. I did my projects AGAIN. lost some of the article that I need to write the report so I have to find it AGAIN!! Worst still...I have fever for 2 days already. After finding all the article.. I have some rext for awhile. Watch Twilight again.I have already watched it when it came out the theatre. I think reading the book is much better. The DVD even have the cut version. And Edward Cullen is kinda hot though. But not as hot as the way it is describe on the book. I just can't wait for New Moon movies. Just wanna see how it is. :)

Fuh!! What a weekend last week. Super tiring yet fun... I was at Plaza Singapura on both Saturday and Sunday. On Saturday was the Live it Up Hip Hop Dance Competitions which Hybreed and Shut Up Boys participate. Saturday was the prelims. We met earlier at 9 am for breakfast but I came at 10 am cause I brought my own breakfast. Haha... We met up earlier to practise and to rehearse up on stage. When it's Hybreed turn to dance, I have butterflies in my stomach, as usual... And I just feel like running to the toilet. Haks.. EEwwww.... We've made it through to the finals. WEE!! After the dance competitions, we went to watch K.O Night. I sat next to Idah.. And OMG!!! She is a STALKER.. Hahahaha!! There's something that we did.. Shhh... After that, we gerls went to Toh Seng to have our dinner. Yummylicious!! Finally FOOD!

The day after, Sunday, was the Finals. As usual we meet up earlier to make some changes in our formation and reviewing our performance on prelims and the comments given by the judges. After the dance Competitions we went dinner at this Japanese Food Court. The food that I have is nice cause I'm like super hungry. After that we went to Cathay...Chillin' at Starbucks with some TPDE Dancers. We all play games there. Hhahah...Super funny. We played this sheep and wolve game and Murderer and Policeman Game. Haks!!

It's a long weekends which is full of laughter, aching and of course full of SWEAT..!!!!
Shut Up Boys won 2nd and Hybreed won 3rd. We planning to have a gathering at Sakura Buffet. Sakura...here we come!!

Hybreed dance with only 6 of our girls because Tricia is busy with K.O Night. All the BEST Tricia... You ROCK.. Next competition will be 7 of us. Hybreed is complete with all the girls. Full Force. Train harder..WOHOO!!

Here are some of the pictures taken. ENJOY!!

The look for Prelims :) **Act Cute**

The look for Finals **Act Cool**

All Hybreed... WHERE IS HANISAH???

Hybreed and Shut Up Boys

I LOVE HYBREED!!!

Love Love

Shaq :)

Manja

2009-05-26T15:37:00.010+08:00

" Sometimes I wish that I could just rebel,
Do something stupid and get the blame for it.
It feels better that way.
Just suxs to get all the blame about something that
It's just not my fault. "

Weekends last week is kinda fun even I spend both days working. On Saturday, there's this 1 customer gave me tips but I didn't accept it. I think he's a European, I'm not so sure. I just helped him to booked a cab because his wife didn't feel too good. I suggest that they stay indoor while I wait outside for the cab. They agree.. When the cab arrive, I led them to the cab. He tried to give me some tips but I refused. He thank me alot of times. That is more than enough for me. I'm glad to help them and put a smile on their face. It makes me smile somehow :) The word " Thank You " is already more than enough for me.

One of my collegue, keep on teasing my eyebrows on Saturday. I have not been trimming my eyebrows for 4 weeks already. Hahhaa.... I don't even have the time to even do something to my eyebrows. I just told this to him " This is 1 of my imperfections ". And we both laugh out loud about it. I'll be trimming it this week, IF I HAVE THE TIME...

And on Sunday, I worked 3rd shift and my partner is Salihin. It was fun working him. We talked about stuff when UWS not alot of people at night. And and... he gave me a new nickname after knowing of some stuff that I did.. Not 1 nickname BUT 2 nicknameS.. "Evil" and "DD Butt"...WTH!!!

After worked ends, I met up with my family at Vivocity. My parents, younger siblings, Cik Ita, Cik Amin and Nurul was there. We watch Night At the Museum 2. I went in the theatre 30 mins late. Dad have to wait for me outside the theatre. Haiz... The movie was like so super funny. My mum on my left leaned my on shoulder cause she was shivering and dad on my right laughing LIKE ME...LOLZ!! It was fun... after that we went to McDonald cause that is the only food outlet that is available at that time. I had McWings at home. Super hungry after work..

After eating I read "Eclipse". And And Akin text me that night. Gosh!! Miss her.. She asked me out. She though of running at Sentosa and after that just chill there BUT I have dance practise on that day. I think that night I kinda fell asleepp with the lights on while reading and texting.. Haks...Super tired I guess..

Hybreed is joining a dance competition this Saturday. The 'Shut Up Boys' will also be joining the competition as well. Hopefully we can make it to the final. Yea...let's do it!! Yea...can't wait for Sakura Buffet outing with the 'Shut Up Boys', Hybreed and also with Ruffjacks. Yummylicious!! As usual got dance today. Practise could be fun. Nora can entertain my crapness. We will LOL in our own world. Sorry ALL for it. HAHAH!!

The cat above is my cat, Manja. He got a bath yesterday. His name might be Manja but he is the fircest cat in town. LOL!! My dad gave him a bath. Super fierce cat.. He smells nice and he looks super white. Manja is superly fierce, sweet and annoying at times. Haks!! He even try to pick up a fight with a stray black dog. HAHAHA!! And the dog step back when Manja is in his attacking mode. LOLZ!! Go Manja... :)

This week will be a hectic week. I have 2 ICA. 1 down today, Global Supply Chain Management. On Thursday, I have Physical istributiona nd Warehousing. I have 2 days to study for it. I have to stay up late and study after dance practise. Shitted. This is one of the module which I'm so lost. Haks. And I have dance practise every night with Hybreed. PLUS +++++ I have projects to do ...OMG!! I gonna fall sick. Last weekend I'm down with fever. I don't wanna have fever AGAIN this weekend. OH NO!! NO NO!! ( Drama Drama )

Y'all take care..

Love Love
Shaq :)

Brad and Pitt

2009-05-19T12:19:00.022+08:00

Yesterday I had dinner with Hanisah and Nora at Koufu before our dance practises start. Nora was so engrosed playing with this Tapping game with Hani Ipod Touch. Hani have to hold her arms and guide her to Koufu. And I have to scold her to stop playing the game and eat her food. Haiz.. During the dinner, We have some girls talk about relationships and also about my past relationship. Let's call them (my exes), Brad and Pitt. Hani makes me realise something, that I loved Brad more. I also realised that how they lied so much. Brad said that to me after 2 months we broke up, he said that he didn't love me. On the other hand, Pitt said that he did loved me.

Brad had done alot of sacrifices for me that I took advantage of. His time and thoughts even when he is so busy with his own stuff (work, CCA, gymming, soccer, friends, projects, etc). He never once neglect me..NEVER...even we had our arguements and get pissed off with each other. How slefish and thoughtless can I be?? He is somebody that can be reasonable enough and capable enough to just shut me up and prove me wrong. I depend on him so much that it's hard for me to move on. He lift me up and let me fall all alone, on my own... I began to miss the things that we would do together. Hmm...Our lunch together, movies, his surprises, his hugs and kisses, the way he would just carry me when I get so lazy to walk.. That feeling just suxs you know, to flashback the times at a point of time when I'm so fragile of a state. But I moved on, stronger.. I learnt alot from him. Hmm... For example, learn to be more straight forward; not be sacarstic. And learn to think for others. Yes...he said that he didn't love me. But I feel his love :)

About 4 months after I broke up with Brad, there he was...Pitt.. (Gosh, the name combination is so weird,haks) I knew Pitt even when I'm with Brad. We are just acquaintance but after that we became close friends. Then "IT" happen.. He was nice but it was rather a hard relationship for me to handle cause I never had a lot of arguements with my last relationship (with Brad). Pitt is rather undecisive to the point that he neglected me for like 3 weeks just to make himself sure. Sure enough to be in a relationship with him and that I will stood by him no matter what happen. He once promised me not to neglect me again but promise broken. He neglected me AGAIN for like 3 weeks..cause of the arguements that we have. When he neglect me, Dance is the only thing that keep me up. Distraction.. Despite all of this, I still wanna continue it cause what we argue about is normal in order to work a relationship. It's not until when I read his blog. It's very hurtful. VERY... I'm very shocked and feel very unappreciated. Whatever he said... Someone that nice to me can hurt me this much and lose my trust. All the emotions came running through my veins and it's like bursting out.. I waited when he neglect me for 3 weeks. I can do all kind of shit in that 3 weeks, go on a date with someone else, clubbin', drinking, etc.. But I can't cause I don't have the heart to do all those things to him. I don't want to.

I think I feel better when I think that love doesn't exist in me. Waiting for him for weeks, I guess that is just plain stupidity. Do the stuff for him which takes me like 4-5 days to complete, maybe I'm just bored. Dance, school, work, friends, family, etc...is not enough to keep me occupied, I guess... The hugs and kisses, hmm... it's just lust I guess.. Yea...WTF..

I don't know if I can go on a date now. Imagine if I'm watching movie on a date and the one sitting beside me is not him (Brad), the person I want it to be. I'm just afraid that I will break down and cry. It takes time.. I know that, but for now, NO DATE PLEASE.. I'm not sure that I can have trust again on that someone. I'm still hurt by whatever happen.. Why I feel that way? I think you should ask yourself why...

Yea... I know move on. Most of my friends that it's not worth of my time to think of someone that doesn't care about me. But it's not easy to just push it aside. I know that I said it's over but it's time to let it go. By when?? I don't know.. All I know is that, I have to and I will and I can... It's the right thing to do.

I wish, hope and I pray that he find his happiness. That's what he wants.
So yea.... :) Whatever happiness means to him.

Peace

Love Love
Shaq :)

2009-05-18T10:46:00.009+08:00

Guess wat!!!!!!! I broke my PINK shade a.k.a MY HAPPY SHADES. That shades makes me happy, lolz!! Mummy.......

" Pure Body Emotions. Bring tears to my eyes. "

This says it all....

Not again.. Having sleepless nights AGAIN. I always have blocked nose everytime I try to sleep or when I'm eating or when I'm just sitting down or something. I don't know why. Sometimes have use a cotton bud and dig my nose. Eeeee....I noe it's disgusting but it's more hygenic then using fingers. LOLZ!!

Today morning tutorial and lecture got cancel... Aaarghh!!! So I have like 3 hours of freetime, 9am to 12pm. So Gene, Sandra and myself, we went to Gloria's Jeans Coffee. We just chill there. I had Mango Smoothie :) The song that they played there is those oldie oldie chillin' song. Haks. As usual I'm in my own world. Watching dance videos, looking at all the spree and the blogshop.

As usual today after school, I have Hybreed dance practise. :) :) :)

(: To d Dearest L Crew: Our Plan :)

1) Beaching at Sentosa: Most probably we cycle, picnic at the beach, etc.

2) Karaokeing : We can go karaoke, then maybe after that can have a nice dinner or maybe can shop shop, movies and just chill.

3) Prawning : I just have this idea maybe we can go there. Do something that we never do together before. Nora said that it's kinda fun. So why not try... :)

Most probably we go next month, 13th June, Saturday.. So please make yourself free. If can't make it tell us earlier ok. All the L Crew girls : Idah, Nora, Hani, Syak and ME.. If y'all got any ideas tell me... Then we choose what to do la.. Slowly one at a time.

BE STRONG GIRLS

Love Love Shaq

Chill Weekends

2009-05-17T19:37:00.004+08:00

Weekends is rather chill.. So it's good. I just went to have lunch with Hanisah and Brown at Cahaya. Then after that we went to watcg K.O Night. Must show some love to all the FBodz that made it through the Top 8. All of them was awesome.... Cheers!! We are sort of the fiurst to get there. have to wait for like 2 hours plus before they let us in. While waiting, I played some games with Hanisah Ipod Touch. And and...we also played some games with Justin, Juna, Nora, Gina..and a few others. It was so hilarious that my cheeks starts to ache cause I laugh so much. Crapping is what we do best!!

Sunday as usual... I have work. Juraimi a.k.a Steven Cat, came over to UWS. Glad to see him after a long time. As usual...I always got bullied by him. Always make me laugh. Funny Guy.. LOLZ!! Cheers to that too!!

L Crew got alot of plans but none is fulfilled yet cause alot of us just can't seem to meet u. Busy with work and some other stuff. Here are some of the plans that we have thought of :

1) Chilling at Sentosa Beach
2) Chilling at town
3) Karaoke
4) Prawning

There are some other plans that I have plans with some of my other plans but never fulfill it yet. Slowly...

Tomorrow school again at 9am... Ohno ohno... As usual got NMH class tomorrow. Most probably me and Gene will be online shoppimg. Gene showed me this Victoria Secret spree...so tempting to just buy. She also showed me this shoes spree thingy. The heel was so gorgeous. Super nice at a nreasonale price.

Just look forward for school to end tomorrow. Got Hybreed dance practise. It was fun everytime... Competition in 2 weeks time. Evelyn in Taiwan now and Regin is gonna be off to Thailand soon.. And Tricia focusing with K.O night. Hybreed will be joining the comp with only 6 girls. Hope that Tricia will be joining us soon :) Hopefully I have the mood to study after school before dance practise start. I really don't understand what NMH teaching so I guess have to self study. Shitted!! So lazy now...

Take Care yall... Love U :)

Love Love
Shaq :)

I Lead My Own Life

2009-05-15T21:52:00.005+08:00

" I lead my own life,
Not you,
Not them,
But ME "

I think tat people have to much expectations on others that they forget to have expectations on themselves. They ask for so much that they forget to give.. It's kinda sick!! Simple, sweet and fun... That's cool. But how many of us can appreciate the simple things in life. For example, compare a limited edition nike shoes or a shopping spree to a hand made card. Which one would you choose to have as a gift?? I think sometimes these people don't know even know what they ask for. In the first place, they don't even know what they want. They let others lead their life instead.

" When fantasy clash with reality,
When wat's right seems so wrong,
Wat's good turns out bad,
When the truth is just a lie,
When wat matters doesn't seems to care and
When d woman gotta be the man.
WAT IS THERE LEFT TO DO?
Just stop thinking and let lose.. "

Today I went to get a manicure after school. I got french manicure. I went with Gene and Alicia. Gene got a bright baby doll pink and Alicia got a dark brown attitude nail polish. It was cool... It is just a treat for myself for surviving this long week. After that I have to get back to school cause I have a dance practise with Hybreed.

Nowdays my parents tend to nag at me cause probably they are worried. Everyday I reached home at 12+am and the next day I have to leave early at around 8+am . Yea...of course i'm very tired.. My body is like aching all over. I apply Yoko Yoko for the first time yesterday around my neck area. Fuhh!!! Syiokkkk!! Thanks to Nora.

Weeeeeeee!!!!!! Weekends is here finally

All of you take care aite and of course ENJOYZZZ...

Love Love
Shaq :)

Just Smile

2009-05-14T16:51:00.008+08:00

"Don't cry because it is over,
Smile because it happen"

Those were the words from a friend of mine..Haks. I like it. Not to worry cause I'll be fine. So far I didn't do anything stupid EXCEPT that I bought this perfume from Escada: Moon Sparkle. At first I thought of buying Gucci Rush instead but when I made the decision, don't know why the word Escada came to mind when deciding for a perfume. Shitted!!

Yea...my phone line got activated again. Thanks to my dad for paying the bills for me. Fuh!! I'm like unreachable for the past week. Luckily I did what I have to do before the line got deactivated.

Right now, I'm reading this book. It's called ' New Moon '. It's a continuation of ' Twilight'. I have already watched the movie Twilight. Reading the book is much more better. The way the author describe Edward Cullens and the description used to describe Bella thoughts and feelings towards Edward, made it clear how HOT Edward is and how much Bella was in love with Edward. It's a nice romantic story between a vampire and human beings. I’m not so enthusiastic reading New Moon as compared to Twilight, cause there is this long period of time Edward have to leave Bella cause his family have to migrate in order to hide their identity. I just continue reading cause I wanna noe if Edward will come back again for her.

School now kinda sucks. I’m not focus as usual and whatever I wore to school kind of boring. Most of the days I wore dance attire cause got dance almost everyday. I only wore dress once this week. Haha.. Always in my FBodz T’s…

For dance, I need to improve. I have to move out of my comfort zone. I find it interesting even when it's hard. Starting this new all girls Hip Hop Crew, lead by our very own talented Arjuna. Cheh..cheh...cheh....Consist of 7 FB girls. Now, we are still in the process of choreographing and training up. It's a new style for me. Even it's hard to get the feel but I like it. I feel a sense of satisfaction. Anyway..the group is called ‘Hybreed’. As defined by Nora, Hybrid is defined as a mix between a white and a black person and they usually comes with extremely good looks (Cheh..cheh..cheh..) and also with super power (Girl Powers.YEA!!). Looking forward to work with all of em’.

Here are some of the pictures during Club Crawl 2009. It was a blast!! It was fun.. The process of it and even the event itself. Now we are the grand senior. I feel weird saying that. I think that no matter which batch we came from, we are FBodz. A family that dance together and support each other. True spirit of FBodz. Cheers!!

" FBodz Family "

" Uncontrol madness "

Love Love

Shaq:)

New Chapter: Last 2 weeks

2009-05-13T19:21:00.005+08:00

Yea...you guys must be wondering why I wanna start blogging or watever. It's random. Why not u noe...Hahahha!! being random so I JUST DO IT. Millions of thanks and kisses to Christie..Love her alot alot..Thanks gerl...

Alot of things happen within this 2 weeks..Good or bad, it's cool. I'm livin' and a stronger person. This week is the 3rd week of school and I don't know why am I still in my "Holiday Mood". Third year..."Wake Up Shaq!!". My attantion span in class is so short especially during Mr NMH's class..I wasn't even paying attention for 1 minute. Yesterday, my table played UNO game in class.Haks.Can't focus if I don't know what's going on u noe...Other classes was alrite..There's this cute German guy which the girls in my class keep on talking about. I'm in the same tutorial and project group as him :) :) hahha...Urm..there's like so many modules and each different modules there's a different group. So being blurr as I am, I kinda forget which group I belong to..GONG!

Last week on Thursday and Friday is Foreign Bodies Audition..It was fun. Last Thurday I met Nora after school at 3pm. We went town to have lunch or early dinner, watever yall call it. We had Ayam Bakar at Lucky Plaza. It's so so so yummylicious. I haven't eat it for so long so it's nice. Then we went to Wisma Atria and Far East Plaza cause I just feel like I should buy something. Just got the urge. Just bought a few clothes. Thought of going for hair extension but the saloon don't have the colour that I wanted. After all that we went to school for the audition. Then on Friday after school meet Alicia and we went to Bishan to have lunch. Went to Yoshinoya. I had Spicy Beef there. Awesome..then went to school for the 2nd day of audition. Being the grand senior now at FB, at the audition, we just do our own stuff, self train etc.

Last Saturday was FB Passing Down Party at ECP chalet. The senior (Now Grand Senior) past down to our junior (Now Senior). Ian mention something about being humble and down to earth no matter how high you stand. The speech from Ian really inspiring. I stayed up for the chalet. At like 2am some of us had Durian. I ate durian and I darnk Vodka. Bad bad idea..I had a bad stomacache the next day. Lesson learnt, "Never to drink when you are eating durian". After that, me and some of the girls(L Crew) had a heart to heart talk. It was cool...

On Sunday, Mother's Day. My family had a family gathering at grandma's place. Last week grandma got admitted to the hospital. Thank god she's fine now.. We had prayers for all the mothers in the family. It was cool...there's lots of food to. I like the jelly most..It's nice and of course the choc cake for the mothers. Happy Mother's day Mummy :)!!

Wat's next for me now...hmm, basically trying the very best to focus at Mr NMH class. I don't wanna have any repeat module. Haks. And of course concentrate on dance too.Have fun with it and enjoy. Date?? Not now gerls... Hmmm...I think I have to make up for those times that I have lost with my gfs. Especially Akin. She's been wanting to go clubbin with me ever since I turn 18. And at times I receive her msgs early in the morning, asking me out clubbin'. But I have to turn her down cause at that point of time I was attached to someone. So now I guess have to make up for those times la...hhhaahaha..I'm cool with it even when I hate to go there. But WHY NOT?

I think dat's all for now
Life been great and god is by my side.
So yea..chill'

Love Love
Shaq